Hey Guys,Well, SHIT, I just got kicked off the show. Total buzz kill! Well, as the FIRST Asian off Season 2 of VH1's The Pick Up First, I have to say it sucks and good luck to my fellow Asian bro Brian!
First off….. how I felt that night:
I was really really really really nervous that night, Alex had just gotten kicked off in the previous elimination and at that point, I knew that the game was on, no jokes/bs from that point forward. I remember climbing onto the bus that night even more nervous than I was the first night out.
As soon as I stepped into field, I...
My first two sets went terrible, if you look closely, me and Todd are wearing the exact same vest and we had the same opener that night.
- Totally brain farted,
- I become nervous,
- My palms started sweating,
- and yes, swamp ass ensued
So out of coincidence, the first two sets I opened the girls were like "Ummm, your friend wearing the exact same vest asked us the same question". Got blown out of my first two sets and it was all down hill from there.
During my elimination, Mystery accused me of a few things, he said:
He was correct on all the points but in all fairness, we were given scripts, essentially lines to memorize. This was really incongruent with my personality, of course I was going to sound like a robot. I believe that anyone can learn anything with enough determination and there's no exception with pick up.
- I was a social robot,
- Cursed too much,
- Made people uncomfortable,
- Socially unaware
- And because of these factors I am unable to learn pick up.
Since the show, I've sought additional training. Even though I was kicked off the show and had my dreams shatter before my very eyes, there was no way I was going to throw in the towel.
Stay tuned, I have a big announcement on Tuesday as well as IN FIELD footage of myself working my game with my newly developed CONFIDENCE.
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